|Tuesday, March 27, 2007|
Rather than crop these, I created a slideshow on my Photobucket....these BEAUTIFUL clouds that were remnants from the storm we had Monday afternoon. I don't know why I am so drawn to the ugly, angry black clouds, but it just does something to me! Enjoy!
Said by Kim at 7:12 PM
|Saturday, March 17, 2007|
Off The Deep End Again
Jesus....when will this EVER END??!! Her paranoia took hold of her last night at 9:30....and she was in a good mood when she went to bed. But she came to my computer room right after dad went to HIS bed, and said that he was getting into HER bed. I took her back to their bedroom, and showed her that dad was in HIS bed. I told her that I promise he won't get into her bed (HE NEVER DID IN THE FIRST PLACE!). Labels: ANGRY
Long story short, she came to the living room after that and the ugly imposter came to the surface. Started calling me a liar; that he and I are master minding some grand scheme to kill her and that he's paying me to do it....WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT! She started in with the verbal abuse, calling me 'fat ass, bitch, ugly' and other assorted names, along with more accusations, and she said that 'the police probably already have this place marked, and will come arrest you for what you're doing.' OMG!!!!
She made me stay in the front room with her until I finally had enough of her verbal abuse, and told her at midnight that I was going to bed. I fully expected her to come in and start hitting dad to get him out of their bedroom, but she didn't. But she turned on most all of the lights in the front part of the house all night!
She is SO PARANOID! She slept FINE Thursday night....she said she didn't feel 'scared' like she was. I don't know what is going on in her head to cause her to think like this. I HATE THIS FUCKING DEMENTIA!!!
Said by Kim at 4:51 AM
|Wednesday, March 14, 2007|
I made the mistake of signing out of Blogger this morning...now I'm forced to go to the new version.....I see that the key was just staying signed in to your old Blogger account....we could have gone on using the old Blogger! Labels: Junk
And I have more pretty sunrise/sunset pics from today....but I can't find time to crop the damn things! Maybe I'll just post a blog on MySpace...so if you are subscribed to my blog there, you'll see them tomorrow sometime. Now I just have to find time to upload them to my Photobucket!
CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!
Said by Kim at 7:50 PM
|Tuesday, March 13, 2007|
Not Enough Hours In A Day
Geez, it seems like there aren't enough hours in a day anymore to find just a couple of hours for myself! This stress is about to get to me on some days. I have some very pretty sunset/flower pictures from the last few days, but I just don't have the time to crop/post them!
Mom took a little trip in her mind again Sunday night. She and dad were sitting in the front room, watching a DVD I had bought for her Saturday..one of her favorite movies: "As Good As It Gets" They were laughing and doing fine for awhile. Then her voice started to get loud. Oh great....here we go.
I went in and said I was going to bed at about 8 pm, in hopes of getting her to bed. She glared at me and said, "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT YOU WERE BRINGING ME BACK TO THIS SHACK??" She is having that delusion again that dad loads all of the dogs, the furniture and her up into the car and drives us all to another house that he supposedly has...funny that the house looks JUST LIKE OURS! I told her we haven't gone anywhere....which added fuel to the fire. She was calling dad every name in the book. And calling me everything. Even with me showing her the neighbors' lights on behind us! No, that's not their house!
Dad ended up sleeping in his recliner all night, and I got about 3 hours of sleep, because Devil Dog kept barking because SHE was making all kinds of noises!
She still believes that we went to someone elses' house, PAID THEM to stay there for the night, and we slept in their beds! Dad said Monday morning that they were sitting there enjoying the movie - she was laughing and talking about the movie...then all of a sudden she asked him "Why did you bring me back here?" And it went from there.
And she wonders why I never take a day off!
Said by Kim at 8:28 PM
|Thursday, March 08, 2007|
Rat Bitch Returns
Rat Bitch decided to come out of hiding, after seeing her kin, Rat Bastard making an appearance over at Lex's place. Rat Bitch stared down at me all morning today at work, begging me to take her out into the sunshine and warm weather:
So, I reluctantly took the little Bitch along during my lunch hour. I took her to Sonic, and this was the thanks she gave me....trying to steal a drink of my Diet Vanilla Coke:
Now the greedy Bitch wants one of my Tater Tots:
That's it, Bitch...back up to the top of my cubicle for you...even Baby Shit Bear is scolding you for your boldness! And Pinky wants nothing to do with you!
Said by Kim at 5:25 PM
|Sunday, March 04, 2007|
What a pretty sunrise this morning!
One lone daffodil bloom....we don't know where it came from, because we don't have any daffodils in this particular spot in the front yard:
Said by Kim at 1:11 PM